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General Discussion / Re: One moment changes a life
« on: November 17, 2008, 05:42:26 PM »
well, i think its relative. i got distinctions for every single subject i took up in high school, and almost studied up to masters level at university. you could have, in your own terms, described me as someone who had made 'something' of himself. but i've never held a steady job in my life. those cubicles i did inhabit only held me for a few months, before i would walk away without notice with enough (and a little extra) to support my 'humble' lifestyle for the following year and a half. the thing is, i used to think like you and Jay, before i realized that pursuing what society vaguely circumvents as success was a complete waste of my time. i just found that wealth, status and all the rest were just not worth working my fingers to the bone for. i wanted to live for a living then and not work for one later. and besides, i've always thought it immoral to work for money. philosphically, i prefer crime: for me it is the only noble and honest acquisition of money. i once splurged an entire 3 month's salary on providing capital for a bootlegging cartel in cape town, and it felt the way i would imagine it feels for you when you give alms - only, a lot more intense, and without the piety. rewarding too. best six months of my life. you see, the hard working man who toils without end just to amble to some abstract height above the shoulders of his peers is, to me, a sap. nothing more than a lever-monkey, unaccomplished in any real sense, and a liabilty, if anything, to human development.