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« on: September 11, 2008, 07:19:56 PM »
once took a seminar on HIV journalism and media. the gig was to basically a**es why the efforts to desseminate (no pun intended) awareness had thus far been so ineffective. of course, the usual target, LoveLife, was the first to be taken down on the basic pricinciple of its lethargy. we started seeing that the information was out there, and not only that, it was f***ing drowning us. and still, after extensive research, we reached the conclusion that absolutely f*** all helped. not the inane TV ads, not the billboards, not the journal entries, not your parents, not your friends, not whomever you're f***ing: nothing. you see, the attitude of 'aware' young people is, at most, a very hypocritical one. they still individualize themselves and live in their own little universes where a falt in judgement can always be met with a second chance and a justification: 'they look clean', 'i'll wait for three months but i'm sure i'm cool', 'not in my age range', 'it's been a year and she still walkin'', and -my personal favourite - f*** it who wants to live for that long anyway. the thing is, every note of warning, shock or whatever expressed in this thread is bullshit. we've been knowing what you're saying. you've been knowing what you're saying. 'guys watch out' 'use condoms' 'it's shocking', stats, blah blah blah bullshit. say something else. get involved with what you're saying. make it stick. don't recite a f***ing pamphlet. throw up some cadavers: how did your uncle look when he begged the family to commit suicide because he couldn't live with shitting himself at the dinner table? your athletic father when he shrunk to half your size and had to look up to face you? mother locking herself up and hiding from the neighbours' remarks only to get wheeled out into full view as a corpse. playing with your baby cousin who laughs as if the shit isn't gonna cull her before her 10th birthday. say some shit. make us feel something. other than that it's just another addition to AIDS fatigue: in the one ear, out the a**hole.
and by the way, as enlightened as we were at the end of the seminar, the instructor asked us to tear off a piece of paper and answer Yes or No to the question of ever having had unprotected sex. the pieces of paper were all put in a hat and shaken to ensure complete anonymity. she read them out on our final day. i wasn't surprised to find out everyone had answered Yes, and how it was okay because we all knew shit, and walked around saying everything that's been said in this thread.
i know ya'll are more complex than this.
p.s.
the following statement and those who express it are exempt from what i just said:
[ra** ka**]best believe it's man made[/ra** ka**]