u can also try getting yourself a copy of reason
u can download reason or any other piece of software for free from peer to peer applications like
http://www.kazaa.com">Kazaa,http://www.winmx.com">Winmx etc!! But remember this is illegal u get caught and................ Nobody really gets caught but to be safe try get your software through legal channels! Everyones production needs differ, so what i need production wise will not be the same as the next man, your gonna have to experiment untill u find your ideal setup!
if yer really serious about making beats, u need to start saving, cut your costs(You´ll be amazed at how much ching u go through in a week), work a job if u have to!! Exibit dedication and enjoy the fruits of your labour!!!