Females--childakapoet edition

the brand® · **on:** September 06, 2007, 02:00:37 PM

so yeah like said i didnt wanna go to B-City

and 8 poems 5 tracks and many women shaged out of revenge
plus a post 2 years ago titled "last week I died" later

i ran onto her
she saw me stopped was i disbelief walked back....and walked into the cyber cafe

it was scary i couldnt help but to wonder why she would walk towards me

is she crzy does she not know that she might get strungled and possibly
shot and killed

i stood up to face the reason im / was so fuked and anti social to the core

we stood there 2 seconds felt like minutes.............
i remenbered blaqsouljah saying that he thought i would commit suicide after the original incident a couple of years ago when i delevired the stry

then all i had was a flush of so many random emotions i was shaking

badly

the brand® · **Reply #1 on:** September 06, 2007, 02:07:48 PM

she stood there and gave me a hug
i couldnt say no
it was like a mother lioness cosoling its wounded cub and i couldnt
say no

they warmth of her body soothed me in a way

but wait a second ...........she f***ed me up :twisted:

where was the anger i had all these years :?:
i looked at her finger and the was no ring
(they didnt get married 8O )

she said hi......i said i dont see the ring...

she brushed it off like it was a bad dream. 8O

How bathong ...mange why wena for the heart ache

i shoudve said that.
immediatetly took my numbers

iwas confused :?

worse yet i didnt know what to say

she tryed to make me speak but i couldnt

briCK · **Reply #2 on:** September 06, 2007, 02:13:12 PM

:?

okay and then?

..oh and its manje?

the brand® · **Reply #3 on:** September 06, 2007, 02:15:00 PM

brick wouldve told me to run

i shouldve but i just had to know

and we stood there...............till she realised she has to go back to work

but i still coundnt speak
she said please get it over with i woudlnt hold it against u if called me a bitch or whatever hate ful thing u want.....

i coundnt speak

f*** after 8 poems and so many songs about her
what else can i say :?

u fuked me up......................

at this point brick would again say run....
but she invited me for coffee after work
i shoudve said no.................

but i coudnt coz all i could think off was how much i.........her

the brand® · **Reply #4 on:** September 06, 2007, 02:20:09 PM

around 4 after she was done she called

i was amased how quick i answered
met got into a taxi
and did a quite area...shit she even wanted to book a hotel so we can talk proper...........

why............. :?

well we discussed shit
i mean it was........sureal and so.........twilightzone-ish
the i said........

the brand® · **Reply #5 on:** September 06, 2007, 02:31:42 PM

i mean how do u tell some one that they are the reason ur fuked

i cant even tell my mom that how was i gonna tell her
:idea: wait tellin would be easeir than my mom.......
yup waaaaaaaaaayyy easier

well long story short...and im sorry nuwepussy
we kinda sorta ended up back together

i know for anyone who read my original post 2 years ago
this shouldve happened i should not have considered me and her again

:?

but.........................

thats all i can think of.......HER.

damn i live an unhealthy life

ahh well dats it......

im happy again

Tuboy · **Reply #6 on:** September 06, 2007, 02:37:33 PM

Happy for you bra, you got all of it? :lol:

TNGlive · **Reply #7 on:** September 06, 2007, 03:38:41 PM

Damn homie, sounds like she got you bad. Many can feel your pain. Once at one point in the past at least.

And as for this ...

Quote from: "childakapoet"

i mean how do u tell some one that they are the reason ur fuked

^^Songwriters have been trying to tackle this issue for ages...

blak boy · **Reply #8 on:** September 06, 2007, 04:09:07 PM

Damn Son, that's some ish.

Killa Merc · **Reply #9 on:** September 06, 2007, 07:03:34 PM

I knew there was something wrong with this dude and that it had to do with women. This has just been confirmed.

The Angry Hand of God · **Reply #10 on:** September 07, 2007, 12:14:08 AM

Is this a Bloemtown girl? Are you in Bloemtown?

I have to meet this girl, so we can share a drink and talk about the power she has over you. :lol: :lol:
This could be exploited.

blaqsouljah · **Reply #11 on:** September 07, 2007, 10:31:59 AM

OH f*** NO!!!!!YOU DID WHAT?!?!?

whatever happened to kicking the heffer in the pussy?!?!?! i remember reading that story man, and if you don't feel like punching her in the face - let me at her!!!! :wink:

the brand® · **Reply #12 on:** September 07, 2007, 12:13:25 PM

Quote from: "TNG"

...

Quote from: "childakapoet"
i mean how do u tell some one that they are the reason ur fuked

^^Songwriters have been trying to tackle this issue for ages...

Sun that shit is tru
how do u.

@ PyroK
yeah im in B-city
and no your not gonna meet her
ps come to Laury Park this Saturday
there a show goin down.

@ blaq
:oops:
i cant help it maybe im a sucker for punishment

but what if i get kicked in the nuts again 8O
scary thought

the brand® · **Reply #13 on:** September 07, 2007, 12:21:17 PM

the strangest thing is since all this im not even thinkin of goin back to JHB

but she loves what i do
hiphop is cool wit her
but i wanna hold summin

i was lookin for a job before but now iam actually putting in work to get one

i think she the one to make a brothe quit hiphop

but i love it too
she wants me to go all out and rip shows and stuff
and she wants me to be stable aswell.
i actually see myself back at a desk job

My government name by day---CHILDAKAPOET by night

f*** iam so whipped its not funny

Tonnes · **Reply #14 on:** September 07, 2007, 12:31:23 PM

Quote from: "merchant"

I knew there was something wrong with this dude and that it had to do with women. This has just been confirmed.

:lol: :lol: