@Dr. Essex

[the panic!]

me: bro
buttercup: sup bro
me: tl;dr
 j/k
buttercup: re the novel?
seems okay
seems tl;dr
me: 'f***ing drunk'
buttercup: jesus, it is only 1:46 in the u.s.
alcoholic
me: here it is 20:47
buttercup: that is 8:47p.m.
damn, okay, seems okay
happy new years bro
me: to you too bro
got laid yet?
buttercup: no, unlikely
going on a date in 15 min
might 'yield something'
probably not though
me: hope you don't 'off' yourself
buttercup: i have already decided to
the events have been set in motion
wtf does that mean 'events set in motion'
'f***ing cliches'
jesus, you type so slow
i have to go soon
   6 minutes
buttercup: sup m______
me: sorry bro. at a guesthouse. gf and friends talking about the caretaker looking at their a**es. he was sitting outside and heard them.
do not 'off' yourself bro.
buttercup: why not bro
i'm done, i am happy with me oeuvre
so satisfied with life, seems 'over'
this time last year i had a girlfriend, i met her a this time a year before that. i feel like i am in limbo, like i am living in purgatory. i feel 'finished.' there is nothing else to do, i'm not feeling better or worse about anything. i really want an ice cream sandwich
   6 minutes
me: seems like there is 'more to life' or something. like, you can 'be/do more' or something. do you think cliches can be viewed as detachment?
damn
ice cream sandwich seems sweet
damn
sorry bro
distracted
'gf' is crying
   14 minutes
buttercup: jesus, seems okay
   13 minutes
me: okay, now.
damn
me: like your work. let us chat again when there is less distraction. happy new years bro.

[The Mighty Loks]

He's anem is Buttercup? Wow my cars name is Buttercup. Anyways I think we all feel like that every once in a while, bored I mean not suicidal. Just do something dangerous and you'll get over it.

[The Angry Hand of God]

I can totally relate to this.

I feel like this every single day. The only time I feel any emotion is when a lasy appears and gets my attention for a while. It only lasts until I've pounded or been shot down and then I'm back to my miserable self.

Miserable isn't even the right word, cos that implies emotion. I feel nothing but...nothing.

[K'niep Tang]

the f*** is tl;dr?

[General Ratzinger van Stilzkin]

if you dont wake up with a clear purpose that excites you, your mind will be filled with all sorts of nonsense.

find it Pyro. icing yourself. is a cop out.


oh and what the bleaming f*** is tl;dr.

[the panic!]

too long;didn't read

[RearrangedReality]

Pyro why dont you go to church, one of those evangelist churches? pretend you've seen God or heard God tell you to go to church. take it as far as baptism then turn around tell them you was just messing it them and that you're not down with white jesus and that you were there to check out bitches.
 

[The Angry Hand of God]

Been there, done that.

I used to go to CRC for almost six months when I was still in varsity and pounded quite a few females that I met there. One of them is even a fellow atheist now.

[RearrangedReality]

Been there, done that.

I used to go to CRC for almost six months when I was still in varsity and pounded quite a few females that I met there. One of them is even a fellow atheist now.

lol. u kill me.