I used to think life-was-a-giving, so I fight-for-a-living # sighting-these-villains from different hoods snipe-for-the-killing # despite-that-I´m- feeling I have to keep watching-my-back # I´m dropping-the-fact any day I could get popped-by-a-gat # In-fact...? I´M even-strapped, with two glocks-on-my-waist # In-case, dudes hop-in-my-way, they get shot-in-the-face # It´s not-that-I-hate, some niggaz that I see-on-the- street # but niggaz be feeling-the-heat just for stealing-some-weed # so then it hit... the realness-of-G´s became appealing-to-me # I wanted in-furiously! so later on I started dealing-for-C´s # kneeled-on-a-knee, praying for guidance... although the money-was-good # it´s- funny... How "dummies with guns" end up running-your-hood # anyway, sweat-in-my-eyes... SHIT! Now I´m getting threatended-by-slobs # Gang life kept-me-alive, but within years it´s meanings getting-deprived # niggaz were letting-it-die, we cried, and fell hopeless-in-sin # I ended up a Folk-in-the-end, and started smoking-again # provoking-my-kin, family thinking I´m just lost-and-misguided # call-me-a-tyrant! I stay flaggin´ no matter how hard-I-fight-it... # but back-to-the-story... I was chilling out-back.. It-was-boring... # Timmy-was-snoring... I was waiting for this nigga-named-Corey... # Two-in-the-morning, phone rang.. Corey like:
Corey: " Ay nigga! what-up!?"
Rae: " Not-much... Rolling-a-dutch, bout to smoke-up-this-blunt.."
Corey: " Word...? That´s what´s up... Yo, meet-me-out-front... I got to make a few runs, plus my weeds-in-the-trunk"
Rae: " Aight-son, Give me a minute, I´mma grab-my-jacket.."
My belt was fastended...I´m G´d Up, plus this mac-I´m-packin´... # Then-these-faggots, pulled at the block dressed in Redskin-jackets # Red- tipped-hats, with red flags, driving a all red-Jag... # Corey..? Hopped out the whip with his hand on his mag.. # Timmy walked outside, hands tied up in flags... I´m on the porch... Blunt-in-my-hand, looking like... MAN! # "Niggaz bout to pop off... Time to let em know where you stand" Everything went blank...... # reality hit! I seen then the smoke-from-tires... # I pulled the strap off my waist and OPENED-FIRE!! # A cold-desire to make sure my niggaz weren´t-hit # I´m tainted...A nigga was scared but still emptying clips... # Corey took one to the arm, and I think grazed his ear... # He was making money for college, and having a baby-this-year.. # I´m faced-with-the-fear of knowing that death´s awaiting... Chest was pacing... For every deep breath I´m taking...
next thing I knew, all the gunshots stopped # we sprayed bullets at them slob niggaz... none-got-popped # I sit there and watch my mans lay on the ground... # Timmy was all shook, nigga was dazed from the sounds... # I walked up to Corey and gave him a pound...
Rae: Nigga.. "that´s true shit, thanks for laying it down.."
the next day, the three of us were chilling on the couch # blunts in our mouths, and we even had c***s in the house... # I´m jumping-about cause I was high... haha, you should see me... # Then, something creepy suddenly popped on the TV... # You see these... same niggaz that tried to shoot us that night... # got approached by our Superior ranks and they got in a fight.... # These 28 niggaz, yeah they shit popping all right! # cause a witness said "Some boys in blue just shot them on sight..."
this just a portion of my life... you can believe it or not... # See how the glock, relieves tension when the season is hot... # deeds that I got? not much atonement, but f*** it, I´ll get it... # Just never tell me my life is a fairytale if you f***s never lived it.. #
The end....