and yet it is the most econimically advantaged that will nothing but our total annihilation.
i bemoan us not reading.
i bemoan me reading.
in fact. to be honest, i am slowly encroaching on the conviction that i dont give a f*** about blacks. my recent dabblings with ikasi and their 'biya ne loose' statutory rape antics, minstrel zoo antic-attitudes towards whites, self-imposed cla** demarcations, poverty as nobilty, coveted white theologies and overall downward mobility have left me nothing but disillusioned at it all.
f*** them and paradoxically - f*** me.
but. but. but.
im drunk yet again.
my laughter is the type that leaves a bitter taste.
which is possibly.
a substitue for crying.