unfortunately i wasnt there man. all koli can remember is waking up in the hospital and when i first spoke to him, he really didnt have a clue what happened, but he says he is slowly regaining his memory.
but for me, im jus watchin my surroundings more,listening to what people say more carefully,tryin to pick up clues.......but really its jus life.
this type o stuff happens all the time. im trying to restrain myself a bit as well,u know, be the silent,watcher type(but yall know its hard for me not to talk out sometimes! i got so much i wana say and do,ITS CRAZY).
its LIFE MAN. ive had dudes slashin my tyres. threats. fights. court cases. been a**aulted by PO-PO. had a gun in my face. car crashes. fam gettin murdered over bullshit. i try to move away from all those situations u dig! its not wise for any man or woman on gods green earth to stay in that space. im tryin to get rich and NOT die tryin u dig.
its really not something i wanna get all worked up about.
i take it and smile cos thats what Pac wud do!
right now, im in a different space, a calmer space. it'll take a while for errbody to pick it up and for me to really be SEEN as who i really wanna be SEEN as but right now i can say I UNDERSTAND. i guage. i percieve life in more depth. im enlightened.
Koli is a dude i really care bout man! im cool with his family all the way to his grandpops down to his lil siblings. if this was hiphop related or because of my actions its real tragic,but with that said i think were more inspired now to move forward and bring forth the change that ive been prophesizing about. its clear there might be stronger forces against us but that jus means the goal is jus that more out of reach and a sweeter victory awaits.
so to all the cats whose down wit us and all those who aint, were GOOD.
we alive and livin it.
let the music speak-
She reached out, touched my heart, and made it sing, like...............(yall know the rest man!)
im comin home!
