this dude get real ghey with the quickness and starts asking me about my orientations and why I prefare females
to which i replied the samereason why people breath oxygen its the nature of the world.
He cam up with some disgusting hypothetical situations it was uncomfortable...
So on saturday the girl in question above called me over to her place .. she was chilling and wanted someone to have a drink with so i rolled up in there she was sitting outside on a camp chair in a mini skirt and she placed a seat in front of hers...she had on a lace panty which was visible for me to see.
the lady is hot enuff and sexy enuff, just that I have never made a move...never tried to sneak a kiss, grab a titty she got big breasts and since i got eyes i have been caught staring and i am sorry females have to deal with it, we will look at titties regardless who you are..teacher, friends, random bitch, boss ..if you got titties and not fam...we will look. So apart from checking her a** out and oogling i have never shown any intrest, WHY?
honestly? I dunno?
But i dunno if it me. but i know if i am gon be f***ing....i always feel it in myself...
from the minute i walked into her place i could feel a sexual energy that she previously did not force towards me.
BUT i knew that this afternoon will be sexually tense! her sitting practically eagle spread made the situation worse.
I started off uncomfortable coz she obviously must have seen me taking a few sneek peaks and well I was orkd up what could I do I am after all a male...
anyway i thought look let me see how far i can go with....
i turn the convo sexual,
not gey sexual
like "when did you last f***?"
no suggestive shit like..the heat is making me randy! maybe we should jump into the pool..
"do you like my shorts, coz i like your skirt"
" you got a fan in your bedroom?"
you know long ended questions aimed at testing the waters...
i decide to go for the jugular coz the circular shit don't work...
I put a cube of ice in my mouth and ask her if she want some ice...she says yes...
I lean over and offer the ice in my mouth with my lips..she does not hesitate and we exchange a kiss and I know that i am gon be f***ing!
she looks at me with a questioning eye and the evasive flighty eyes..
basically she gives the look all girls give when they conflicted and the LAST thing you can do is give her a hole to escape, so asking to take it inside will give a way out..but then again we can't f*** on the lawn AND i have no rubbers AND AND AND....I am in a f***ed situation...so I ease off gently and plan my attack strategy and first of all kick myself for not carring a rubber, but I know I was gon be f***ing so I had to find a way to work shit out.
lickily she runs out of smokes...
