inspired by darkbloods piece
Roads split, decisions pull me left and right/
Societal norms fasten blinders to restrict my already damaged sight/
Show me the light, for my tunnel continues only in darkness/
Teach me to write, prevent the blackness from turning me heartless/
I grope my way, searching for a niche to settle peacefully/
But no habitat fits, rejecting, it leaves me solitary/
Confused mentally, I can´t decide if im alive or dead in hell/
Refuse blatantly, I don´t want to believe I tripped and fell/
Falling into utter disarray, life in tatters, im held by spiderweb strands/
Grasping for support, I feel only coldness reaching to pull my hands/
Helping me up to stand, the icy grip is almost conforting over my loneliness/
A deathly brand, yet I cling so tightly visually I see creases impress/
Why do I follow this Dooming Figure to an inevitable end?/
Are my desires suicidal, or rather a mission to find a friend?
Who else´s palm do I see extend? All companionship has been a deception/
Nothing real, its all pretend, no names appear for me to mention/
But all has ended, no way to retract time once pa**ed/
As hard as ive tried, I couldn´t do much to make life last/
Everything flies fast, release your burdains, don´t try to mask it/
Heed my advice as you stare, eyes wide shut, into my open casket...
Trying a new style and format, tell me how u like it.
wun
